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[25.08.25] 9:00 PM
1. what is your name/user caesthoffe !!! B)
2. if you were a bug, what kind of bug would you be technically an arachnid, but i would be a mexican red knee tarantula. we have the same color scheme and they're easily one of my favorite animals
3. what trait (physical/emotional) do you find most attractive in other people musicians have me in a chokehold. especially singers. i just really fuck with the passion and energy of performance.
4. you're in a coming-of-age movie, what are 3 songs in your soundtrack? opening: Straight to Hell - The Clash, mid-movie/climax: Ruler of Everything - Tally Hall, end credits: Fuck You Aurora - Alkaline Trio
5. do you believe in any superstitions? despite being a full-blooded atheist i do have some "non scientific" beliefs that i know aren't rooted in reality but i still believe in them. like being a sports fan, i am guilty of the "this jersey is the winning jersey" etc etc
6. you're invited to my costume party! what/who are you showing up as? L from death note every time
7. you are sentenced to death! what will be your final meal? i would have an avocado/eel sushi platter from this sushi place in my hometown, then a taco bell luxe box, a large pepsi, and some skittles
8. do you still have love for someone who is no longer in your life? not in the traditional definition of "love" i.e. romance, but i have friends who i've had falling outs with that i would still die for to this day
9. what was your weirdest online purchase? i bought a set of magnets from an etsy store (they don't sell them anymore unfortunately) but its basically this pun of the "ropebunny" kink that has these really beautiful wattercolored anthropomorphic bunnies in some rope rigs
10. you wake up, its 2005! how are you spending your day? i am buying as many groceries and household items as i possibly can. then id go make a trip out to see a live Tally Hall show
11. do you believe in magic? in a young girls heart?
12. what was the best concert you've attended? NIN about a week ago. easily one of the best sets ive ever seen in my life.
13. have you ever gotten a friday the 13th tattoo/ do you have tattoos? i have 5 tattoos, all from some media i enjoy. i have a watercolor-style pretty hate machine tattoo on my left forearm, a sufferer & the witness rise against tattoo on my right arm, sackboy from LBP in the banana costume, the bass guitar that paul simonon smashed on the cover of London Calling on my right arm, and the superman S on my right thumb
14. what is your favorite trait (physical/emotional) in yourself? i think that i care about things and people and causes, and i try to be as empathetic as possible
15. what's a weird turn-off/ick that you have? when a guy (or anyone really, but i'm attracted to men so) is holding his phone up to those QR code parking signs but its clearly not working so he gets closer but it still doesnt work and hes just holding both his arms up really high above his head when he could just type the link into the search bar
16. you just won a radio contest! its for 2 tix to any concert/amusement park/sporting event you want! where are you going? i'd see Woodstock '99 to watch the world burn
17. what is your signature scent/favorite scent notes? my actual signature scent is probably sweat and old spice, but i really enjoy a good coffee smell
18. oh no! you're on the run!! you enlist the help of one spacehey user!! who are you picking as your partner in crime? its me and augustleded against the world
19. what's your gas station snack(s)/drink(s) order? 20 oz pepsi, munchies hot snack mix, nongshim kimchi noodle bowl, party sized skittles
20. do you have any recurring dreams? not one specific dream, but almost every dream i have is about whatever man has infested my brain for the week
21. do you lean towards a certain aesthetic? i mean definitely alternative. i love to take elements of all the subcultures i'm a part of and mash them into one outfit. a lot of elements from (pop-)punk, (nu-)metal, etc
22. if your pet could talk, what would they sound like? i have a running joke that my cat is a lesbian TERF because she likes to scratch me, so i think she'd sound like a middle-aged white woman
23. is the voice in your head your voice... or sounds completely different? nah it's me
24. what's an embarrassing song that you secretly love? i unironically like some songs from The Drug in Me is You, which is just unfortunate
25. if you could try any food from a fictional place, what would it be? i want that fucking pizza from A Goofy Movie
26. what’s something you irrationally judge people for? people who write off entire genres and don't give any songs from them a chance ever. like, you don't like a SINGLE rap song?? you don't like ANY country music?? no Johnny Cash or Devil Went Down to Georgia ?? no dubstep ?? no skrillex??... ok
27. who is a beloved celebrity that you can't stand? obligatory Taylor Swift comment
30. what was the sweetest (or even weirdest) compliment you've ever received? people really like my banana LBP sackboy tattoo, i get so many compliments whenever i wear sleeveless shirts
31. what's a song lyric you would get tattooed on you right now? i've really wanted to get the entirety of Jesus of Suburbia on my ribs
32. which one of the elements (fire, earth, water, air) do you feel most aligned with? earth definitely
33. what's an inside joke you have with a friend, that nobody else would understand? okay... yum yum yummy !!
34. hurry! you can say one thing to your younger self, they won’t understand it until years later. what do you tell them? YOU ARE GAY !!!!!!!!!
35. did you enjoy taking this survey and will you be telling your buddies about it? erm... uhrm uh emr yikesies !!
[10.06.25] 9:44 PM
if you had to have a frozen pizza what brand would it be and what toppings would you choose? i love love LOVEEEE the margherita frozen california pizza
if you were a genre what would you be? (doesn't have to exist already) 90s loserboy emo-esque punk nu-metalhead
if you were a musical instrument what would you be? a beginner fender squire covered in stickers
why are you so depressed all the time? mannn i don't try to !!!
what do you wish you could make money doing? nothing
do you have energy to do hobbies after work or does it destroy you? it tries, but i just play guitar harder
at what age(s) would you say you had the best time of your life? now honestly, i love having freedom
what is your first thought when you wake up in the morning? im sooooo tired ouuguhughugu
if you could choose 5 people to live on a commune with who would it be? A█████, O████, R████, M███████, and uhhhh Kiryu Kazuma
what is your favorite video game to play online with friends? JACKBOX !!!
what is your favorite video game to play alone? stardew or animal crossing
what phone game would you recommend someone plays? love nikki dress up
do you use exploits in games to get ahead or do you keep it legit? nahh but i also dont exactly have the hardware for it
do you spend money on in-game currency? rarely, but not recently
what is your most memorable concert experience? seeing an old friend of mine at a Sunbather Die show
what would be your ideal line-up for a show? (3 artists only) Nine Inch Nails, KMFDM, Slipknot
top 3 favorite places to visit? new york, tokyo, and uhhh idk maybe cali? im very boring
what would your last meal be if you were to receive the death sentence today? a taco bell Luxe box, pepsi, caramel coffee shake from kitanda, and eel/avocado sushi
what puts you in a bad mood no matter what every time it happens? people who don't know how to look at things with nuance
what puts you in a good mood no matter what every time it happens? creating stuff
do you talk shit to other drivers even though they cant hear you? i don't drive anymore B)
would you rather live in a place with public transit only, or have to drive everywhere? PUBLIC TRANSIT !!!!!!!!!!
if you were a video game character from Nintendo who would you be? either Spike (the guys who spit up the spike balls from mario) or Bowser Jr
when is the last time you talked to your parents or siblings? sibling: today, dad: yesterday, mom: probably like half a year now
when covid is officially done and we can come out to play, where will you go first? i have great news from the future
pick a comedian you like that IS NOT an edge lord TREVOR MOORE !!! RIP
someone is in your face about to beat your ass for looking at them wrong, what do you do? try to de-escalate and fight if need be
do you like to prank people? not personally
have you ever participated in egging and toilet papering houses? nopeee
have you ever been a victim of the above question and had to clean it up? nOOOOPE
what was your favorite subject in high school? creative writing, art, basically anything creative
what's one thing you wish you could change about yourself? probably my soft jawline or flat face
what's stopping you from changing? the fear of reaction
have you ever lied about your age? i used to lie about how old i was on omegle to ERP with old men on omegle, it was a very dark time in my life
did you ever acquire a fake ID? what did you use it for? did you get away with it? N/A
are you more of a cat or dog person? CAT !!!!!!!!1 but i do like dogs :3
would you rather be too hot or too cold? TOO COLD !!! its hot as fuck right now and i can't stand it
alcoholic beverage of choice? whiskey coke if i don't want to spend a lot, or whatever cocktail the bar/restaurant sells
if you smoke weed, what device do you enjoy using most to do so? N/a
are you relieved that this survey is done or did you have fun? i always enjoy surveys !!!:)
[29.03.25] 04:52 AM
what's your favorite band or artist? i could give a list a mile long but right now i've really been getting into Alkaline Trio
what's your favorite album by your favorite artist? The Sufferer and the Witness by Rise Against
is that your favorite album of all time?? if not, which one is? its one of them, but if i had to pick only one it would probably be American Idiot since it's been almost 10 years and i still don't get tired of it
what's your favorite song by your favorite artist? it's tough to pick one, but i think Dirt and Roses is my favorite
is that your favorite song of all time?? if not, which one is? definitely my favorite RA song but my fav of all time might be Jesus of Suburbia by Green Day
what's your favorite genre? nu-metal, it's like the perfect mix of metal and punk with djs. what more could you need?
do you prefer listening to albums or playlists? i think they both serve their own purpose. i like finding songs with lyrics that have similar themes, in my interpretation, and i think playlists are great for that. but albums are like a playlist 100% created by the artist, so i find a lot of joy in listening to them and experienceing the album as the band wanted.
do you use spotify, yt music, itunes or something else? i use a cracked version of spotify so i don't have to pay for premium
name an underrated band and an overrated band! underrated: Sweet Water, an old 90s (pop-)punk band from Seattle that basically has stayed as local legends for their entire existence. overrated: deftones, radiohead, marilyn manson, godsmack (don't @ me)
name an underrated album and an overrated album!! underrated: The Science of Things by Bush. overrated: Never Mind the Bollocks, Here's the Sex Pistols by The Sex Pistols (just listen to The Clash, at least they aren't total fucking posers)
name an underrated song and an overrated song!!
what's your most guilty pleasure song? i unironically listened to The Drug in Me is You by Falling in Reverse although i haven't listened to it in a minute because Ronnie Radke is a fucking prick
what instruments do you play? guitar, although i used to play clarinet back in middle school. honestly i should pick it up again.
if you were in a band, what would you name it? i have a couple name ideas. i like Sound Check but it feels too cute, like the name of a rock band from a DCOM. i also like Turn on Red as a pop-punk/punk band, and Coal Mine Canaries as a more grungy/alt-metal band.
what's your favorite band name? (not your favorite band's name, your favorite name a band has) Knocked Loose has such a punchy name to it and the imagery it can bring is so fucking cool, easily one of my favorites
what band/artist have you been listening to the longest? Slipknot by a long shot. been listening since i was 13 and even though i don't listen to them as often anymore, they're still an integral part of each of my playlists.
what's the newest band/artist you started listening to? Alkaline Trio
what's the reason you usually start listening to a new band/artist? (e.g friends suggest them, a song of theirs trends, etc) features on other songs is a big one. like i started listening to Alkaline Trio because Tim McIlrath did a feature on the song I, Pessimist. other than that, local shows is another big one. that's how i found out about The Hobby and Sunbather Die (both incredible bands). and honestly, i know a lot of people will call me a poser for this, but tiktok/instagram reels is a great way to find bands/songs. that's how i started listening to sundogs and Moon Walker
be honest, have you ever started listening to a band because a member of it was hot? the real question is what band haven't i done this with
what's a band/artist you didn't like at first but you like now? Nickelback, and i blame the internet for that one
what's a band/artist you used to like but don't anymore? it's not that i don't like them but Slipknot's last album was kind of mediocre and a lot of the decisions the band has made (kicking certain members out) and its kinda left me with a sour taste in my mouth
what band/artist do you think has the coolest aesthetic/style? anything nu-metal, but especially a band like Static-X (rip wayne)
how many concerts have you gone to? 28
what's your favorite concert you've gone to? a tie between Rise Against's 2024 Tour and the Green Day Hella Mega Tour
if you could go to a concert of any band/artist ever, which would you choose? i wish i could seen Pearl Jam but every time i try and see them something comes up >:(
do you care more about lyrics or sound? lyrics by a lot. a lot of my favorite bands (Rise Against, Alkaline Trio, Green Day, a lot of 90s grunge bands) are amazing lyricists. and, me being a big old poetry nerd, eat that shit up. obviously the music matters too. but i can be more forgiving of a lacking sound than a lacking message.
would you listen to a band with a bad singer if every other member was amazing? i already do, it's called Falling in Reverse
favorite game soundtrack? the minecraft OST from the ps3 version (think Subwoofer Lullaby)
favorite movie soundtrack? the Shrek soundtrack has so many 2000s bangers on it (I'm a Believer, Accidentally in Love, etc.) but I also love the soundtrack for Over the Hedge. all done by Ben Folds and it even has a cover of a Clash song-- Lost in the Supermarket
are you active in the fanbase for any bands/artists? a lot of them, although the less mainstream ones are less of a fanbase and more of me screaming into the void
do you ever zone out and imagine epic amvs/edits to a song ur listening to? of course
have you ever talked about a band/artist so much all your friends started associating anything to do with that band or artist with you? im one of the only friends in my group that listens to mostly alternative music (my other friend does too but its more MCR and other more emo stuff) so everyone associates me with metal and punk in general.
what band/artist gets too much hate? NICKELBACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what band/artist doesnt get enough hate? GODSMACK !!!!!!!!
do you have any songs so strongly associated with something/someone that you cant think of anythign else when you listen to it? my mom used to play me I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing by Aerosmith to me when i was a baby, so i always associate it with her. which is kinda bittersweet.
how many band tees do you own? (bonus for you emos: how many of them are black?) 36 --40 if you count hoodies-- and id say 80% are black
do you collect vinyls or cds?both :3 although vinyls are way more expensive so i usually collect CDs
do you own any band merch apart from tees, vinyls or cds? i have some setlists, a poster, some stickers, and a guitar pick from the guitarist of Sweet Water
what's a band/artist that you like that youve never met anyone else who's a fan of it? SWEET WATER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what are you listening to right now? a JCS video
whos ur musician celebrity crush? Gavin Rossdale, Benjamin Burnley, Joe Strummer, Zack de la Rocha
do you watch recordings of live performances? usually the ones i couldnt have ever gone to (early 90s grunge, Linkin Park w/Chester, etc.)
have you ever purposefully tried to look like a musician you liked? (eg dyeing ur hair like theirs, copying their style, etv) when i was really into Alice in Chain i wanted to get an exact replica of his skull tattoo on the same place he had it which is... certainly a choice
have you ever been compared to any musicians? if you have, do you see it or not?i wish :(
have you ever had a music related username on any site? no cause i use the same username for everything
favorite lyrics of all time? And if strength is born from heartbreak / Then mountains I could move / And if walls could speak I'd pray / That they would tell me what to do
favorite album cover? i'm a huge fan of the artwork for the NIN single Sin
have you ever listened to an album just because the title or album cover looked cool? not from an artist i don't know, but if i know the artist ive definitely been swayed by a pretty cover
favorite song title? (not title of your favorite song, favorite title a song has) i still think Melon Collie and the Infinite Sadness is one of the most clever and beautiful titles of all time
worst song youve ever heard ? like a song that made you want to claw ur eardrums out and hit every nearby speaker with a sledgehammer until they were shattered to the point of being dust Karma by Jojo Siwa, Flowers by Miley Cirus, Please Stay by Bryan Adams, anything by Imagine Dragons