back to me

(circa april 2024)

name aurora, rory, caesthoffe
b-day 11 august 2003

origin renton, WA, U.S.A
pronouns they/it/neos
gender non-binary
orientation aromantic allosexual, marsic/viramoric

[23.11.25] 10:09 PM

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1. Please introduce yourself. the name is caesthoffe and i run THE ARCHIVES

2. How long have you been making websites? i got serious about it in 2023, so two years now

3. And what got you into the hobby? i saw a tumblr post about web revival and it inspired me to make my own neocities where i could archive everything in my life

4. What kind of website are you most interested in? anything personal

5. What's your workflow? Do you plan your websites out thoroughly or do you come up with the design as you go along? hahaha, no... i throw shit at the wall and see what sticks

6. Please link to your biggest inspirations. i get most of my inspiration from my neocities moots, who you can find here

7. What's your favourite part about making websites? i love how much you can customize it and how personal you can make it, and i love that anyone on the internet can just stumblr upon it. plus being (mostly) free from the censorship of most social medias.

8. And the thing you struggle with the most? i want to make widgets that utilize javascript but im too lazy to learn java.

9. Do you keep the same layout on all of your pages? Or do you use different ones? each page subject has it's own style (e.g. all my music pages have a gothic theme)

10. How confident are you with CSS? a lot more than when i started

11. Do you know how to correctly use <dl>? nope and i have in fact scrubbed it from this survey

12. What is your favourite HTML element? i love using <ul> even if it can be kind of difficult

13. If you're making a new web page from scratch, what is the first thing you do? the background

14. Do you know JavaScript? nope it scares me

15. How about PHP? PCP ?!?!!?!?!?

16. Does your website have a theme that you stick to? not beyond the general "archival" purpose of the whole thing

17. Are you more focused on content or design? i'd hope an even 50/50

18. Do you own a domain name? If not, would you ever want to? not for this one, but i do use it for my fanlisting. ive been looking for a way to make the domain caesthof.fe work, but so far no luck

19. What do you think of nostalgia-focused or "retro" websites? i enjoy looking at them, but i feel like they can kind of be more focused on nostalgiabaiting than actually participate in old web hobbies (fanlistings, physical media, blogging, etc.)

20. Is your HTML valid? Do you even check? not in the eyes of the lord...

21. What are your opinion on buttons and banners? LOVEEEEEEE them

22. What do you think of button walls in particular? a great way to find other web designers

23. If you started over again, would you make something similar or completely different? i might've made the mainpage with more of a "mining" theme, but it's too iconic to change now. maybe idk

24. Are you envious of other people's websites? sometimes i get a bit jealous of people who can use javascript elements, but i like the way my site is

25. What text editor do you use? the built in neocities one like a bitch

26. Why do you use that one? ease of use

27. Do you host your image files on your web server, or on another host? half ad half. real big photos i host on postimages

28. This might not be relevant to you, but what's your opinion on the Neocities vs. Nekoweb debate? ive never used nekoweb so im team neocities all the way

29. How much server space would you estimate your main website takes up? i couldn't even begin to guess

30. Do you keep local backups of your files? the important ones, yeah. i also archive a lot of my assets on the Internet Archive

31. Do you prefer simple or highly visual websites? both !! they both have their charm :)

32. Do you stick to certain colours? Do you do that on purpose, or is it your subconscious? my site has a "signature color" (#bc210a)

33. Have you ever thought about quitting? Why? there's been periods where i haven't been as diligent updating, but i don't think i could ever quit

34. Do you have many webmaster friends, or is it a solitary hobby? i have a few really good moots from neocities, and i've been trying to convince my irl friends to make one :>

35. Do people in your real life know about your website? i talk about it on my instagram sometimes but im not sure how many non-neocities people actually look at it

36. Do you update your website very often? How often is "very often"? i would say so, around 5-7 days a week

37. And the overall design, do you change that much? Why or why not? the main page still has the same vibes as the first one with better code, some of the subpages have been through some BIG layout changes like the music page.

38. Is your website more you-focused, hobby-focused, or outside world-focused? i would say all three tbh

39. Do you do web design professionally? FUCK no, professionalizing your hobbies RUINS them

40. If not, would you like to? And if you're comfortable answering, what do you do for work? nopenopenopenope

41. Do you communicate with people by email very much? not particularly, though i want to have some internet pen pals :3

42. Some people reject social media and use websites as a replacement. Do you keep social media outside of your website? i use both, though im trying to spend less time on them doomscrolling and more time just using it for blogging like how they used to be used. ive especially avoided using twitter and i deleted my tiktok ages ago.

43. How about instant messengers? Do you use a mainstream one like Discord or Telegram? Or something like Matrix? Do you avoid them? discord only

44. Do you listen to music while you work on websites? If so, what kinds of artists? usually i watch a TV show or put on a YT video

45. Do you keep everything you make on one website, or do you have more than one? nah i keep EVERYTHING on one site minus the fanlisting. same with my tumblr.

46. On a similar note, do you keep to one topic on your site, or many? anything i like i make a page for, from scary signs to local history

47. Do you present your real self, or at least try? Or do you construct a persona on purpose? i think anything you put online is inherently a performace of sorts, same with interacting with people in your day-to-day life. i think the only person who knows the real you is you

48. Have you ever made a good friend thanks to your website? not deeply personally, but i have moots i would consider friends

49. Are you happy with the way HTML and CSS currently work? i think so, although i hate having to cross-browser check elements

50. What are practices that you think people should avoid? bringing the 2000s opinions back to the future (transphobia, fatphobia, etc.)

51. What about under-utilised practices, or things you think people should do more? using #id tags with your divs was next level for me

52. Do you use a lot of semantic HTML? Or are you guilty of generic structure? i only really use semantic html

53. Do you consider different browsers? not unless i use those browsers

54. Speaking of, what's your preferred browser? Convince your readers why they should use it. firefox !!!! even though i am cursed with a chromebook. built in adblock and everything? sign me up

55. And what OS are you on? chrome :(

56. Do you have a strong opinion on that, or do you just happen to use it? i use it out of convenience, until i get a non-chrome hardware

57. Are your websites mobile-friendly? technically? but PC looks far better

58. What are your thoughts on autoplay? i don't mind it, but i end up pausing a lot of it because i always have something on in the background

59. What are your thoughts on webrings? Are you in any? i'm in a LOT they're so fun

60. Do you have any web shrines? What do you like to see in that sort of page? i have a bunch !!! i love hearing people just yap about stuff they like

61. Are your websites "cliche", in your opinion? i don't think so, i think i have a good blend of old and modern

62. What is your ideal website? Are you striving for that, or for something else? a timeline, which i get closer to every day

63. Are you an artist? Do you draw or design your own assets? yes !!! i usually use assets i find, but some of it is mine

64. What are your favourite resource sites? sadgrl !!!

65. Is there a habit you just can't get away from no matter how hard you try? using <center>

66. What's your biggest advice for a new webmaster? don't feel so forced into a layout or style; let yourself experiment + take inspo from others

67. Do you keep all your styling in CSS? Or do you hard-code some? CSS for page groups (i.e. music pages) but hard coded for one-offs

68. What do you think of frameset layouts? i don't particularly like using them

69. How about table-based layouts? don't mind !! i could never figure it out

70. Do you subscribe to the ideas of "one-column", "two-column" and "three-column" layouts? Do you use any of these? i try and mix my layouts, some are one some are two some are three and some are centered

71. Do you spend longer on the HTML or the CSS? the html after the css is done

72. Have you ever made a page with no CSS? It's useful for your thoughts. my links page uses very little styling, only divs to section things out

73. Do you ever find yourself making layouts with nothing to put on them? Or do you only make layouts when the need arises? sometimes i make a page in the heat of the moment but have nothing to put on it so it just sits there

74. Would you consider yourself a beginner? Or advanced? Somewhere in the middle? i'd say an intermediate

75. Do you have a habit of looking at the source code of websites you visit? if i really need to know how they do it

76. How did YOU learn how to make websites? w3schools and a dream

77. Do you ever force elements to do things they're not supposed to? sometimes something will work without me knowing what i did and i just let it

78. Thoughts on floating elements? very useful in big text chunks

79. When you're sizing stuff, what do you use first? Do you use px, em, %, or something else? px, old school

80. Do you have a favourite font? COURIER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

81. Would you run a website with another person? How would that work? it wouldn't, i am selfish

82. Do you surf the Web to find new personal websites very often? oh absolutely

83. Do you bookmark other people's websites? How would you feel knowing someone else bookmarked yours? i have a few sites i always come back to but i remember them by name

84. What do you want people to be most impressed with when they see your website? the chaos

85. Are you interested in technology outside of websites? Do you collect? i love old tech and physical media, also gaming

86. How often and for how long are you online? more than i probably should

87. When it comes to your website, who is your target audience? older teens to younger adults, people my age basically + anyone who likes similar interests like me

88. Have you ever been interested in XHTML? that sounds like evil html

89. Do you program in general? Have you ever written a program for use with or on your website, not counting simple JavaScript? nope just html

90. Speaking of programs that help you make websites, what do you think of static site generators (SSGs)? Have you ever used one? never heard of it before, but seems useful for certain circumstances

91. Do you keep a hitcounter? Why or why not? i used to but it became obsolete, and i didn't wanna start over

92. Do you frequent forums? Which ones? i want to start doing it more. i used to use the ACNH ones when animal crossing was peaking in 2020, but nothing other than that and... gulp... reddit

93. Do you write your page content directly into the editor, or do you prepare it elsewhere, like a text document or a Word document? directly into the editor

94. Do you think you appear cool to others? A more accurate answer now: do other people ever say you're cool? people have told me that, but those people have never met me irl

95. Are you embarrassed of your old work? Have you ever deleted everything out of shame? i am, but i keep it up out of archival obligation

96. Would you close down your website if you couldn't update it, or would you leave an archive? ARCHIVE !!!!!!!!! THE ARCHIVES !!!!!!

97. Do you reveal a lot about yourself on your website? Or are you more secretive? a LOT of stuff

98. Are you willing to reveal who your best online friend is, and/or if they have a website? my friend Rudy who is just getting into it !!! their domain isn't public yet but their insta is here

99. And do you optimise the images on your website? the big galleries, yes

100. We're out of time! How do you feel after answering 100 questions? ....other than exhausted. SSOOOOO eepy :3

[25.08.25] 9:00 PM

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1. what is your name/user caesthoffe !!! B)

2. if you were a bug, what kind of bug would you be technically an arachnid, but i would be a mexican red knee tarantula. we have the same color scheme and they're easily one of my favorite animals

3. what trait (physical/emotional) do you find most attractive in other people musicians have me in a chokehold. especially singers. i just really fuck with the passion and energy of performance.

4. you're in a coming-of-age movie, what are 3 songs in your soundtrack? opening: Straight to Hell - The Clash, mid-movie/climax: Ruler of Everything - Tally Hall, end credits: Fuck You Aurora - Alkaline Trio

5. do you believe in any superstitions? despite being a full-blooded atheist i do have some "non scientific" beliefs that i know aren't rooted in reality but i still believe in them. like being a sports fan, i am guilty of the "this jersey is the winning jersey" etc etc

6. you're invited to my costume party! what/who are you showing up as? L from death note every time

7. you are sentenced to death! what will be your final meal? i would have an avocado/eel sushi platter from this sushi place in my hometown, then a taco bell luxe box, a large pepsi, and some skittles

8. do you still have love for someone who is no longer in your life? not in the traditional definition of "love" i.e. romance, but i have friends who i've had falling outs with that i would still die for to this day

9. what was your weirdest online purchase? i bought a set of magnets from an etsy store (they don't sell them anymore unfortunately) but its basically this pun of the "ropebunny" kink that has these really beautiful wattercolored anthropomorphic bunnies in some rope rigs

10. you wake up, its 2005! how are you spending your day? i am buying as many groceries and household items as i possibly can. then id go make a trip out to see a live Tally Hall show

11. do you believe in magic? in a young girls heart?

12. what was the best concert you've attended? NIN about a week ago. easily one of the best sets ive ever seen in my life.

13. have you ever gotten a friday the 13th tattoo/ do you have tattoos? i have 5 tattoos, all from some media i enjoy. i have a watercolor-style pretty hate machine tattoo on my left forearm, a sufferer & the witness rise against tattoo on my right arm, sackboy from LBP in the banana costume, the bass guitar that paul simonon smashed on the cover of London Calling on my right arm, and the superman S on my right thumb

14. what is your favorite trait (physical/emotional) in yourself? i think that i care about things and people and causes, and i try to be as empathetic as possible

15. what's a weird turn-off/ick that you have? when a guy (or anyone really, but i'm attracted to men so) is holding his phone up to those QR code parking signs but its clearly not working so he gets closer but it still doesnt work and hes just holding both his arms up really high above his head when he could just type the link into the search bar

16. you just won a radio contest! its for 2 tix to any concert/amusement park/sporting event you want! where are you going? i'd see Woodstock '99 to watch the world burn

17. what is your signature scent/favorite scent notes? my actual signature scent is probably sweat and old spice, but i really enjoy a good coffee smell

18. oh no! you're on the run!! you enlist the help of one spacehey user!! who are you picking as your partner in crime? its me and augustleded against the world

19. what's your gas station snack(s)/drink(s) order? 20 oz pepsi, munchies hot snack mix, nongshim kimchi noodle bowl, party sized skittles

20. do you have any recurring dreams? not one specific dream, but almost every dream i have is about whatever man has infested my brain for the week

21. do you lean towards a certain aesthetic? i mean definitely alternative. i love to take elements of all the subcultures i'm a part of and mash them into one outfit. a lot of elements from (pop-)punk, (nu-)metal, etc

22. if your pet could talk, what would they sound like? i have a running joke that my cat is a lesbian TERF because she likes to scratch me, so i think she'd sound like a middle-aged white woman

23. is the voice in your head your voice... or sounds completely different? nah it's me

24. what's an embarrassing song that you secretly love? i unironically like some songs from The Drug in Me is You, which is just unfortunate

25. if you could try any food from a fictional place, what would it be? i want that fucking pizza from A Goofy Movie

26. what’s something you irrationally judge people for? people who write off entire genres and don't give any songs from them a chance ever. like, you don't like a SINGLE rap song?? you don't like ANY country music?? no Johnny Cash or Devil Went Down to Georgia ?? no dubstep ?? no skrillex??... ok

27. who is a beloved celebrity that you can't stand? obligatory Taylor Swift comment

30. what was the sweetest (or even weirdest) compliment you've ever received? people really like my banana LBP sackboy tattoo, i get so many compliments whenever i wear sleeveless shirts

31. what's a song lyric you would get tattooed on you right now? i've really wanted to get the entirety of Jesus of Suburbia on my ribs

32. which one of the elements (fire, earth, water, air) do you feel most aligned with? earth definitely

33. what's an inside joke you have with a friend, that nobody else would understand? okay... yum yum yummy !!

34. hurry! you can say one thing to your younger self, they won’t understand it until years later. what do you tell them? YOU ARE GAY !!!!!!!!!

35. did you enjoy taking this survey and will you be telling your buddies about it? erm... uhrm uh emr yikesies !!

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if you had to have a frozen pizza what brand would it be and what toppings would you choose? i love love LOVEEEE the margherita frozen california pizza

if you were a genre what would you be? (doesn't have to exist already) 90s loserboy emo-esque punk nu-metalhead

if you were a musical instrument what would you be? a beginner fender squire covered in stickers

why are you so depressed all the time? mannn i don't try to !!!

what do you wish you could make money doing? nothing

do you have energy to do hobbies after work or does it destroy you? it tries, but i just play guitar harder

at what age(s) would you say you had the best time of your life? now honestly, i love having freedom

what is your first thought when you wake up in the morning? im sooooo tired ouuguhughugu

if you could choose 5 people to live on a commune with who would it be? A█████, O████, R████, M███████, and uhhhh Kiryu Kazuma

what is your favorite video game to play online with friends? JACKBOX !!!

what is your favorite video game to play alone? stardew or animal crossing

what phone game would you recommend someone plays? love nikki dress up

do you use exploits in games to get ahead or do you keep it legit? nahh but i also dont exactly have the hardware for it

do you spend money on in-game currency? rarely, but not recently

what is your most memorable concert experience? seeing an old friend of mine at a Sunbather Die show

what would be your ideal line-up for a show? (3 artists only) Nine Inch Nails, KMFDM, Slipknot

top 3 favorite places to visit? new york, tokyo, and uhhh idk maybe cali? im very boring

what would your last meal be if you were to receive the death sentence today? a taco bell Luxe box, pepsi, caramel coffee shake from kitanda, and eel/avocado sushi

what puts you in a bad mood no matter what every time it happens? people who don't know how to look at things with nuance

what puts you in a good mood no matter what every time it happens? creating stuff

do you talk shit to other drivers even though they cant hear you? i don't drive anymore B)

would you rather live in a place with public transit only, or have to drive everywhere? PUBLIC TRANSIT !!!!!!!!!!

if you were a video game character from Nintendo who would you be? either Spike (the guys who spit up the spike balls from mario) or Bowser Jr

when is the last time you talked to your parents or siblings? sibling: today, dad: yesterday, mom: probably like half a year now

when covid is officially done and we can come out to play, where will you go first? i have great news from the future

pick a comedian you like that IS NOT an edge lord TREVOR MOORE !!! RIP

someone is in your face about to beat your ass for looking at them wrong, what do you do? try to de-escalate and fight if need be

do you like to prank people? not personally

have you ever participated in egging and toilet papering houses? nopeee

have you ever been a victim of the above question and had to clean it up? nOOOOPE

what was your favorite subject in high school? creative writing, art, basically anything creative

what's one thing you wish you could change about yourself? probably my soft jawline or flat face

what's stopping you from changing? the fear of reaction

have you ever lied about your age? i used to lie about how old i was on omegle to ERP with old men on omegle, it was a very dark time in my life

did you ever acquire a fake ID? what did you use it for? did you get away with it? N/A

are you more of a cat or dog person? CAT !!!!!!!!1 but i do like dogs :3

would you rather be too hot or too cold? TOO COLD !!! its hot as fuck right now and i can't stand it

alcoholic beverage of choice? whiskey coke if i don't want to spend a lot, or whatever cocktail the bar/restaurant sells

if you smoke weed, what device do you enjoy using most to do so? N/a

are you relieved that this survey is done or did you have fun? i always enjoy surveys !!!:)

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what's your favorite band or artist? i could give a list a mile long but right now i've really been getting into Alkaline Trio

what's your favorite album by your favorite artist? The Sufferer and the Witness by Rise Against

is that your favorite album of all time?? if not, which one is? its one of them, but if i had to pick only one it would probably be American Idiot since it's been almost 10 years and i still don't get tired of it

what's your favorite song by your favorite artist? it's tough to pick one, but i think Dirt and Roses is my favorite

is that your favorite song of all time?? if not, which one is? definitely my favorite RA song but my fav of all time might be Jesus of Suburbia by Green Day

what's your favorite genre? nu-metal, it's like the perfect mix of metal and punk with djs. what more could you need?

do you prefer listening to albums or playlists? i think they both serve their own purpose. i like finding songs with lyrics that have similar themes, in my interpretation, and i think playlists are great for that. but albums are like a playlist 100% created by the artist, so i find a lot of joy in listening to them and experienceing the album as the band wanted.

do you use spotify, yt music, itunes or something else? i use a cracked version of spotify so i don't have to pay for premium

name an underrated band and an overrated band! underrated: Sweet Water, an old 90s (pop-)punk band from Seattle that basically has stayed as local legends for their entire existence. overrated: deftones, radiohead, marilyn manson, godsmack (don't @ me)

name an underrated album and an overrated album!! underrated: The Science of Things by Bush. overrated: Never Mind the Bollocks, Here's the Sex Pistols by The Sex Pistols (just listen to The Clash, at least they aren't total fucking posers)

name an underrated song and an overrated song!!

what's your most guilty pleasure song? i unironically listened to The Drug in Me is You by Falling in Reverse although i haven't listened to it in a minute because Ronnie Radke is a fucking prick

what instruments do you play? guitar, although i used to play clarinet back in middle school. honestly i should pick it up again.

if you were in a band, what would you name it? i have a couple name ideas. i like Sound Check but it feels too cute, like the name of a rock band from a DCOM. i also like Turn on Red as a pop-punk/punk band, and Coal Mine Canaries as a more grungy/alt-metal band.

what's your favorite band name? (not your favorite band's name, your favorite name a band has) Knocked Loose has such a punchy name to it and the imagery it can bring is so fucking cool, easily one of my favorites

what band/artist have you been listening to the longest? Slipknot by a long shot. been listening since i was 13 and even though i don't listen to them as often anymore, they're still an integral part of each of my playlists.

what's the newest band/artist you started listening to? Alkaline Trio

what's the reason you usually start listening to a new band/artist? (e.g friends suggest them, a song of theirs trends, etc) features on other songs is a big one. like i started listening to Alkaline Trio because Tim McIlrath did a feature on the song I, Pessimist. other than that, local shows is another big one. that's how i found out about The Hobby and Sunbather Die (both incredible bands). and honestly, i know a lot of people will call me a poser for this, but tiktok/instagram reels is a great way to find bands/songs. that's how i started listening to sundogs and Moon Walker

be honest, have you ever started listening to a band because a member of it was hot? the real question is what band haven't i done this with

what's a band/artist you didn't like at first but you like now? Nickelback, and i blame the internet for that one

what's a band/artist you used to like but don't anymore? it's not that i don't like them but Slipknot's last album was kind of mediocre and a lot of the decisions the band has made (kicking certain members out) and its kinda left me with a sour taste in my mouth

what band/artist do you think has the coolest aesthetic/style? anything nu-metal, but especially a band like Static-X (rip wayne)

how many concerts have you gone to? 28

what's your favorite concert you've gone to? a tie between Rise Against's 2024 Tour and the Green Day Hella Mega Tour

if you could go to a concert of any band/artist ever, which would you choose? i wish i could seen Pearl Jam but every time i try and see them something comes up >:(

do you care more about lyrics or sound? lyrics by a lot. a lot of my favorite bands (Rise Against, Alkaline Trio, Green Day, a lot of 90s grunge bands) are amazing lyricists. and, me being a big old poetry nerd, eat that shit up. obviously the music matters too. but i can be more forgiving of a lacking sound than a lacking message.

would you listen to a band with a bad singer if every other member was amazing? i already do, it's called Falling in Reverse

favorite game soundtrack? the minecraft OST from the ps3 version (think Subwoofer Lullaby)

favorite movie soundtrack? the Shrek soundtrack has so many 2000s bangers on it (I'm a Believer, Accidentally in Love, etc.) but I also love the soundtrack for Over the Hedge. all done by Ben Folds and it even has a cover of a Clash song-- Lost in the Supermarket

are you active in the fanbase for any bands/artists? a lot of them, although the less mainstream ones are less of a fanbase and more of me screaming into the void

do you ever zone out and imagine epic amvs/edits to a song ur listening to? of course

have you ever talked about a band/artist so much all your friends started associating anything to do with that band or artist with you? im one of the only friends in my group that listens to mostly alternative music (my other friend does too but its more MCR and other more emo stuff) so everyone associates me with metal and punk in general.

what band/artist gets too much hate? NICKELBACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what band/artist doesnt get enough hate? GODSMACK !!!!!!!!

do you have any songs so strongly associated with something/someone that you cant think of anythign else when you listen to it? my mom used to play me I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing by Aerosmith to me when i was a baby, so i always associate it with her. which is kinda bittersweet.

how many band tees do you own? (bonus for you emos: how many of them are black?) 36 --40 if you count hoodies-- and id say 80% are black

do you collect vinyls or cds?both :3 although vinyls are way more expensive so i usually collect CDs

do you own any band merch apart from tees, vinyls or cds? i have some setlists, a poster, some stickers, and a guitar pick from the guitarist of Sweet Water

what's a band/artist that you like that youve never met anyone else who's a fan of it? SWEET WATER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what are you listening to right now? a JCS video

whos ur musician celebrity crush? Gavin Rossdale, Benjamin Burnley, Joe Strummer, Zack de la Rocha

do you watch recordings of live performances? usually the ones i couldnt have ever gone to (early 90s grunge, Linkin Park w/Chester, etc.)

have you ever purposefully tried to look like a musician you liked? (eg dyeing ur hair like theirs, copying their style, etv) when i was really into Alice in Chain i wanted to get an exact replica of his skull tattoo on the same place he had it which is... certainly a choice

have you ever been compared to any musicians? if you have, do you see it or not?i wish :(

have you ever had a music related username on any site? no cause i use the same username for everything

favorite lyrics of all time? And if strength is born from heartbreak / Then mountains I could move / And if walls could speak I'd pray / That they would tell me what to do

favorite album cover? i'm a huge fan of the artwork for the NIN single Sin

have you ever listened to an album just because the title or album cover looked cool? not from an artist i don't know, but if i know the artist ive definitely been swayed by a pretty cover

favorite song title? (not title of your favorite song, favorite title a song has) i still think Melon Collie and the Infinite Sadness is one of the most clever and beautiful titles of all time

worst song youve ever heard ? like a song that made you want to claw ur eardrums out and hit every nearby speaker with a sledgehammer until they were shattered to the point of being dust Karma by Jojo Siwa, Flowers by Miley Cirus, Please Stay by Bryan Adams, anything by Imagine Dragons

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food/drink nongshim ramen, taco bell luxe box, eel/avocado sushi from my not-so-local-anymore sushi place, falafel from the falafel truck in the alley, dr pepper, caramel shake from kitanda, mikes hard lemonade, pepsi...

music nu-metal, melodic hardcore, diy punk, folk punk, pop-punk, grunge, classic uk punk, alt-pop, indie rock, electronic rock, dad rock, myspace emo, comedy rock, german industrial...

movies superman (2025), the internets own boy (2014), american psycho (2000), every spiderman movie, pulp fiction (1994), the SAW franchise, lady bird (2017), the minecraft movie (2025), dazed and confused (1993), 10 things i hate about you (1999)

tv it's always sunny in philadelphia, the whitest kids u know, tally hall internet show, metal family, smallville, moral orel, smiling friends, the eric andre show, beastars, the walking dead, death note, burn notice, friends, brooklyn 99...

books nevada by imogen binnie, the hate u give by angie thomas, serving the servant by danny goldberg, im glad my mom's dead by jennette mccurdy, almost perfect by brian katcher...

hobbies clothing alteration, fashion, html, archivism, painting, sketching, graffiti, shoplifting, blogging, guitar guitar GUITAR !!! journaling, collecting (cds, magazines, vinyls, plushies)...